missing people sucks

sometimes its a pity you can't lug all your favourite people around with you like a cellphone or a stuffed toy.
there are people and things in trinidad and tobago that i miss so much my heart hurts. it's almost as bad as breaking up. i broke up with TT. we'll go out for coffee later but that's not the same as waking up to the birds, the mountains, the sea breeze and the sunshine every day (except rainy season).
visiting isn't the same as living there. which i knew. that's the whole reason why i wanted to live there. but yeah.

you almost dont want to meet people. so then you'll have less to miss.


this morning i quite vividly dreamed i was back in trinidad, and i was going to go spend a day in tobago. i had my tickets in hand, my beach stuff on my shoulder and people i wanted to visit. it was very real at the time. and unrealistic because there was a voice saying but you're 3300km away in CANADA stupid!

so yeah. that dream had an abrupt ending. but eh well.

michelle asked me how much is a ticket to go back?
i dont even want to know. cus if someone handed me a ticket i'd be on the next flight outta here. so very true.
lol i'm home, but i'm homesick!

[and of course, when i was in TT there were people HERE that i was missing terribly too]